LOL... Gunner, welcome to our "Addiction". I went through the same thing, thinking all those wasted years that I could have been smoking everything in sight. You then start going through your fridge and freezer looking for things to smoke. When shopping you start looking at different things thinking "I can smoke that" then checking the spice section to see what type of rubs they have.......
I started checking out all types of smoking and BBQ sites, looking for new gadgets, rubs or products online..... Well, you get my point, sounds familiar, Eh! (That's Canadian). Just make sure your new addiction doesn't distract you from your significant other, otherwise they start to get jealous. If that happens, a little bit of good o'l Q will win them over.